Goodbye 2009

This year was alright....many MANY regrets, but it's alright. Learn from them & move on. I just can't believe its gonna be 2010 already, time seems to just be speeding by nowadays. I've just been in the movie mood lately I've been to the theaters at least 5 times this break so far. Many of the things i did, looking back were foolish&stupid those "i can't believe i did that" kinda stuff. I would be talking about New Year Resolutions which people count as "changes" but you can't really just change over a day, so im going to set goals instead from highest to lowestttt.

1)GPA above 3.0
2)MORE ORGANIZED! i already bought a calender so it's a start!
3)manage time better ( like sleep/hw earlier)
4)Get more tumbling/flexibility for cheeer through other sports & in general going to 24 for pilates, yoga, & zumba classes :)))
5)Improving stamina so i can start figure skating again! Hopefully be competiting senior year again :)

& thats all for noooow hehe. seems like a lot kinda but my first goal is what im aiming fo! Been feeling like i fail @ keeping up my grades -___- i have a tendancy to do kinda well then drop like crazy & work hard to get okay grades.

I’m on the pursuit of happiness and I know
Everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold
I’ll be fine once I get it, I’ll be good.
I’m on the pursuit of happiness and I know
Everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold
I’ll be fine once I get it, I’ll be good.

Can winterbreak be longer please?

This weekend has just been so tiring& filled up! Baking&chilling w/ christina, Dinner w/ BK&Regina&her friend.Suppose to be @ a sleepovah right now but im just in bed trying to fall asleep thats when i decided to bloooog. :) hehe, tmrw i have practice @3;30 & i hope i wake up in time for it cause lately i've been waking up pretty darn late.

Winter break so far!

Soooooooooooooo, it's been quite fun :) today spent my whole day w/ Tiana catching up on things! & watched Christmas Carol 3D........i didn't like this movie haha. So Tiana was running late so i bought the tickets first & forgot to get the 3D glasses! :x & due to that, we ended up having to take it from this basket! it was kinda awk. though. Tmr im gonna go shoppppping w/ Donna (: hehe. btw i might take hula classes w/Tiana! kbye :)

Don't i needa catch up on bloggging!

Hi :) so it's almost been a month & kinda a lot has happened! I've been supaa stressed but other than that it was alright. I made a DailyBooth about a weeek ago or so though so i'm gonna have to remember to update that! I got Harry Potter 6 for Christmaaas :) wooo. i love that shit haha. Well i did an ice show a week ago or so for two nights & that was fun. Cheer competition too that was fun. & today Winterfaire that was alright. Ytd night i took a salsa class w/ my uncles girlfriend, bonding time? haha. I just got home from Lowell where i spent time playing Basketball & Football w/ Melanie & the guys that are usually @the courts! That was fun :) I IMPROVED ON MY FREE THROWS. biggest accomplish of the month so far. made 9/10 yeeee hehe.but other than that TG its the 2 WEEEEEEEEEEEEK BREAK! omg, soooo happy about that :) haha.

Throwback!

Thanksgiving is tmrw & im excited. The pictures on the left are old oneees. I am most definitely thankful for family, close friends, and my health. But so far this week has been chill and relaxing. This morning i went with my sister to pick up a package, get breakfast, go to the bank, & do a little shopping which was pleasant. Kinda the first sister/little sister morning. Then i went to go get a haircut & it was $30............SO EXPENSIVE! i was expecting it to be like 15 and i was gonna give a 20 for tips but w/e. After, i went home & just relaxed before work. Didn't really do much at work but it was really fun haha. Some people just make the funniest comments! I got my second paycheck today ;] yay! Before black friday too. shoppppppping! :] hehe.

Hardcore week OVER!

Kind of..... not really, well i'm deciding to blog right before i start studying for four exams :[ chem, adv alg, geo, & french... holy. But my weekend was kinda good! Friday was awesome :) Saturday morning i bussed over to Joanna's house to give her busspass back & then bussed to work i was five minutes late but its all goooood. Today i met up w/ my cousin & we went to japantown. OH& i got a new teal/blueish camera for my bday hehe. But things to do this thanksgiving: Black Friday Shoppping! for rainboots :) & other good deals hehe. & see Michelle back from UCD & have our skating group reuniteeeeee. yay :) hopefully we cook thanksgiving dinner & have it real nice & fancy! that would be fun. I am MOST DEFINITELY looking forward to spending the summer in dorms @ a college w/ a roomate taking courses & just meeting me people :) hopefully i get in? haha. I kinda can't wait till college but at the same time trying to enjoy high school for two & 1/2 more years cause its passing by realllllllllllly fast! But other than that lifes chill right now, im not really stressing about the four exams tmrw cause i drank a lot of tea so i won't be sleeping anytime soon at all :) & short week! before thanksgiving break. I am so thankful for the break. I realize i have been really stubborn lately about certain things & that i spend money without thinking it through. & this week just made me realize that i should just be happy with what i have instead of being upset about what might happen or what could have happened. Also learned that you gotta make decisions and set priorities straight cause if not, & you just keep adding more activies & curriculars your schedule WILL screw you over soon.

Different shades of Blue.

So i officially hate this week. The only thing i was looking forward to, New Moon this friday which i already have tickets to & im gonna go to CPK before for dinner kinda ruined..........WOW. Because i have Cheer on Friday. So i might be job-less soon too :[ because cheer schedule & work schedules are conflicting. Just my luck? Wait it gets worse, almost all my grades are dropping & two of my relatives are in the mf hospitals this week wtf! My grandpa cut his finger off @work & had to go ER for couple of hours & my uncles mom in hospital but idk why yet. Wow though just not liking this week! Hopefully something good comes out of it though..OH & i totally forgot to say i baked cupcakes ytd & today. W/ last minute help of Regina & Lucy Huangggg! Dreading the couple of weeeks, wish i can get away from all of this right now! Hawaii sounds good.

This week...

is not going to be a good week! -_- But at least today i woke up from a phone call from my daddd. Haven't seen him in a year! & i miss him dearly. Other than that i have hwk that i need to start after i get home from work today.....Ytd was fun though! I woke up kinda early unsure if i wanted to go to ice show rehearsal so i called Leilani and we ended up going to rehearsals :) Were gonna do a santa clause number with other peoplee & we only have 2 more rehearsals (1 hour basically) to learn a 2 1/2 minute routine!!! & perform it in front of people :x im really nervous about that. & im gonna get back into figure skating those are my skates from a while ago, cannot believe they cost over 1k, i just realized that figure skating is kinda really expensive.... -__- 5:30 am sessions here i comeeeeeeeee plus lack of sleep & lots of procrastination. & i only have 1 more practice or so to get some of my jumps/spins back :[ I'm super rusty....& i need to get blades sharpened. Well Marvin helped me a lot ytd we did off ice which i really dreaded! Cause i have not been that tired since last year in okita's pe class... haha! i have donohue this year. For lunch me, donna, marvin, & ariel went to chinatown! :) for viet food & aloeeeee!(marvin calls it asian water). So mf goooood i bought three bottles hehe.OH& i also went shopping w/ leilani we passed gal drum core on powell. yanno they made more than $1000 one day? just by performing.... thats so crazy!& smart though. They outshine those hobos haha!So anyways, this week is NOT going to be a good week because i might lose my job!! :[ Since i cannot make it to workshops cause of cheer & those are mandatory. If my coordinator & i can't work it out somehow then i need to be dropped ;[ There's a game this thursday on the day i work so i might have to make up hours on working this Friday! Which i realllly dont want since i was gonna go watch new moon w/ stef & audrey to celebrate my bday & first day of new moon!! & for the next four weeks i needa make sure i can get dt 11am sharp for ice show rehearsals cause if i dont ima get dropped from that....hopefully i dont have cheer the next four saturdays? or im gonna have to rush back & forth. The program thing my cousin told me about where you work w/ stanfordd & cal kidddos i got in so thats on one sunday of a month or soo... But i have work on sundays :[ I needa make up the hours by working on saturday then.. just not my week this week!!OH& im still realllly sore from ytd... Marvin made me run 10 laps!& situps& pushups&jumps&stretch&all that stuff. holy crap i swear i was in bootcamp, but i was worth it!

Veteran's Day

Was a gooood day! Kinda the best day i've had all month haha. So today i bussed to the bank to try to deposit my check & it wasn't open! :[ i got sooo mad -_- after i bussed to Melanieee's & then we went to Serramonte. We ate foood & shopped which was really fun. We had to bus home in the dark :[ It was so cold..... but it was all worth it! Man i really hope the rest of this week isn't bad.

Quickly's.

AGAIN. for dinnnner -_- holy, i needa stop spending money! Just watched OTH & GossipGirl, such intense episodeeees. Well today was a good day i guess, just besides the fact that i didnt turn chem hw in twice in a row :[ cause i forgot it at home! -_- so stupid....Well ima shower now then do hw!

Holy.

Throughout all my life & experience w/ jewrely & dia's. I have not till today, seen a ring this mf nice. I kinda miss those jewrely store days where the littlest things could be worth more than 6K. But the ring was from Chanel & Blake Lively wore it & it was soooo nice 3.01 cushion cut diamond (surrounded by 246 brilliant cut sparklers) set on an 18k white gold "ribbon" setting. K so besides that, work was alright. Got quickly's for lunch :) Jasmine milk tea w/ aloe hehe. When i was putting books away this psycho just started talking to me... I see her every week like rocking out in the library & talking to strangers every week, so i got kinda scared? & before closing the bum was in the bathroom for foreveeeer. He always goes to the library every week, seen him like since summer o_o kinda creepy but yeah. I was almost late to work today, I got to work in five minutes though so thats good. This was a really random blog but i needa do hw now so ima go :[

Ugh, really now?

Wow, so there's this thing thats really pissing me off right now. But w/e about it right now. Today is just noooot my day -_- Ytd was my first family day of the yeeeear. I had pho @this vietnamese place. Ordered something from CR online so that kinda made part of my weekend tooo. (: hehe. Then I had a piano lesson for the first time in 1 1/2 years! Holy crap I still have my touch though [; So thats good :).OH & btw i had quicklys for dinner 1/2 this week. & had my first crepe! It was strawberry (: My sister's friend was gonna come over but she had the lesson so she swapped with me. She did alllll my chores LOL. sucker. Man, i just realized how long i've been taking piano lessons for back then o_o since elementry holyy. So I just showered & im about to eat then go to work. Thurs night i got to catch up w/ Leslie Wooong! (: which was good, & ytd i was webcamming w/ Audrey, Eddie, Josh, & Nina, then phone w/ eddie & josh till like 2 i think? Idk i was really tired.It's Audrey's bday todaaaaay yay [; That's the only good thing about today....Other than that im hating today already. Hopefully work is gonna be fun!

It's November already!

Soooo fast, half the school year is almost over. & that song below the guys sing so gooood! Well anyways, I've had Quicky's for dinner a couple of times this week... not healthy at all -_- & I've been spending mula on lunch :[ which kinda sucks. I'm so glad it's almost Christmas. I think it's the best time of the year. Cause its just so relaxing having those weeks off. Excited for 2010 cause new year w/ new year resolutiooons. I have pictures which ima kind of lazy to add right now so ima add it when i have time lateer (: Ima get a goodnights sleep for tmrw, gnight!

Holy crap sooo good.

One of the good days

So today was such a good dayy :) Even work was good!Chem test i think i did alright & textbook q&a's, English no hw, adv alg hwk but not that hard, geo test & get to study to fix it tmrw, & french reading thing. Soooo little mf hwk. TG. & at work i just put stuff away & talked to Lily, Edward, & this other girl i met today April. They're nice! haha. So yeeah thats basically my day. OH & i went out for lunch w/ stef & audreey & nina later joined. that was fun :) basically today was just filled w/ lots of laughing & nonstress! Oh wait, the only bad part was walking home over the hill :[ it was so scary & big. There were NO STREET LIGHTS! So basically it was walking & not seeing where i was going& usually thats where i see all the creepy peopleeee. So that wasn't pleasant..

Gg

Wow, so today my new debt card came! :) But it's a platinum check card now instead of a gold check card & i still don't know the difference :[ Didn't really get hwk done today. It was so mf hot! -_- Not prepared for the hot weather today at all. Got an F on my adv alg test :[ so my overall grade dropped 6%. I turned in my work hours today & then Sally & I went to my house & did hwk till we had cheer practice 5;30-7PM. Then I watched tv& didn't really get hwk done, im really tired so gnighttt!

I wish it could snow.

So today i had pizza & chocolate milk for breakfast w/ M! Then i showered & got ready for workk. So M went home & i crashed Henry's to use his printer LOL. Mine ran outta ink :[ His little brother is so adorable! Taught me how to bake a princess cake :) & other things. Then i went to work for 5 hours & i was sooo exhausted after. Who ever knew a full book of cart is so heavy & hard to push around! During my fifteen minute break i just relaxeddd in the staff lounge room. There's a flat screen tv, couch, table w/ chairs, kitchen, & lockers its actually really nicee. Then I got a haircut but it's not really that much of a difference. That was basically my day. gnight :)

Heaven on earth

Woooooooooooo today was fun. I first woke up super early then decided to get ready & go downtown. Then me marvin & donna went to go eat pho at chinatown :) ripoff though..... we were late to the rink to teach :T The bus back to the rink was soo crowded w/ all those asians this one old lady mugged at me -_- i hate _____ so much. LOL. very random but true just had to vent that. Well M's sleeping over today! Very last minute. After TAing there were so many qt3.14's :)That's why i go to Lowell HAHA. Holy shit though! & most of them had abs. Was gonna go bowling w/ Marvin & other proshop people after but then M called & told me she was gonna sleepover so i rushed to go homee. @Powell bus station i saw Henry & Randy. What a coincidence though, i always see them when im bussing home from the rink. I saw some of the cutest costumes every today :) This baby was a caterpillar & this little boy was superman w/ the fake abs! so cute haha. Can't do Holiday Ice Show this year :[ so im planning on going though. & I'll add more tmrw since M's over. kbye!

Happy Halloweeen

Todays gonna be a good daaay! :) I'm going to go downtown soon cause im excited to see old friends that i haven't seen in ageeees.Cannot wait to ice skate today haven't felt complete w/o it :[ So ima shower & start getting ready now & get there since they've been skating since idk 5am? or sooo. hehe (:

Tgif

So right now i am on the phone w/ eddddie! & we have kinda caught up to speed w/ life & eddie actually sings hella good. LOL holy crap. damn man i thought we woulda drifted after high school started. Well today was fun, i was a cowgirl :) matched w/ connnie haha. & during chem we made smores & i got four, but i gave one to some shadow, one to Hilary & ate the other two. Then in english, i forgot my blue big boook -_- holy shit, ms.benkovich was pissed! so i went to my "locker" library actually & checked one out & hurried to class.the sucky part, was that WE DIDNT EVEN GET TO USE THE BOOK! ran outta time -_- i was so pissed. Adv alg test was really hard :[ dont think i did well at all. & geo test which was on monday got moved to wednesday then to thursday, then to friday, & now to monday! :) hurrrrary another week (: hehe. then i had pe & didnt go to any other classes. after that, we went to Burton to cheer @football game & lowell won :) yay!& EDDIE BE PATIENT GEEZ. holy crap can't believe i've known you since like 2nd grade! that was 8 years ago. so enough about schooool, lifes good overall :) many things are turning around & going good now. certain things im still confused/not sure about but its all gooooood.OH& workdays have been pretty chill managing well balancing everything out. might wake up early tmrw morning! so gnight :)

Stuck in my head.

Not a lucky day.

So today im very sleeepy. Didn't even start hwk yet which im about to do cause i might fall asleep if i dont. I had French macaroons for the first time today! hehe they were goooodish. If you dont know what they are its that picture w/ those colored cookies. It's supposedly really famous in France haha. Well today, two of my classes had subs & i got many small injuries. Cheer practice seemed longer than usual today & after I went to stones w/ Connie. Then phoooo @Daly City. During 14/15, Stef & I went to stones and she ate lunch while i just had a shake.First official lunch time of the school year that wasn't a cut! :) Coupla days ago i missed the meteor shower @3 :[ But it's alright cause theres always another time i could watch it! I just wish sometimes the city lights would go away so some stars could be visbile! -_- Oh well.

Mackenzie, Connie, & Brenda Day!

So ytd i was suppose to blog but i just was so tired. Let's see, this week i got a job @ the inglesdie library! & i start this weeek :x im kinda nervous.Friday night, i went to Olive Garden w/ my aunt & uncle & that was kinda akwardish? no talking at the table...On Saturday, Mackenzie came over early in the morning to bus w/ me to Burton for a football gamee against Marshall & we WON! :) hehe yay. 8-32. After I went with Amy to get some kinda belt thing from this guy & her dad gave me a ride home after. Theeeeeeeen,Britney & Connie, & I got a ride from my aunt to Irving where we met up w/ Mackenzieeeee. First we went to get Tutimelon hehe self serve oneeeeeeeeeee. Cookies & Cream is SO MF GOOOOD! After, we went back to her house & did homework & learned new psychiology stuff that was interesting haha. Then, we went back out for Pho & Wonderful's :) mmmmmh. It was soooo good.
Then back for hwk part twooooo. Overall yesterday was very fun (: & i ended up getting home around 11-12ish. Then i just attempted to do some more geo hwk. i hate geometry! & i dont really understand chemistry right now :[ Well today im going to volunteeeer so i'll blog tmrw :) OH & btw you see that picture w/ all the books? This is why Lowell Cheer Team has the highest GPA out of all sports team :) HAHA.

Multitasking.

So today i was late for my 1/2 class :x I might do AP English junior year now. maybe.... if i do hella well in 71H. Had to take a test in adv alg :[ i hope i did well! Ate some of melanie's cake. it was hella good. After school i went to my work workshop and it was kinda fun. LOL i met the dumbest asian eveeeeeeeeeeer. seriously....doesnt even know how to spell basic stuff but she was hella funny so thats good haha. This guy i met "sings R&B" & i kinda wanna hear LOL. Right now im doing hwk, & webcamming w/ Eddie Tom & Josh Mua-Valaris. Cool last name huh? Well have you ever noticed that Eddie's eyebrows are parallel to his eyes? It reminds me of geometry but it's all gooood! I have Paparazzi-Lady Gaga stuck in my head right now. Really random song though. So overall my day was kinda not that good, again -_- im hating schooldays.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELANIE!

your 16 holy moly,

i put chace crawford in just for you. LOL

cause ima go to sleep now since im supppppppppper tired & i can't say it at 12!

kgnight :)

Rain, rain go away.

Je deteste la pleut! i THINK that means i hate rain. Well anyways, im studying for french, doing chem, eng essay, studying adv alg, studying geo, c/c resume, & tryingto think of what to do for melanie! Well im making her lakers bracelet right now while trying to do allllllllllll of this hwk. My debit card got chewed up by Princess & Ginger :[ the dogs in the picture. Trying to balance everything out, cheer, grades, & work is going to be hard! Well i had MYEEP workshop today, the first one. I didnt really know anyone except a couple of Lowell people i've seen around & this one guy that worked @ the place i volunteered at in the summer. This weather, has been so retarded. It would rain when i had to walk and stopped when i was inside the building...OH& today i met another girl thats also called Brenda. Im kinda craving clam chowder :[

Im exhausted.

8 am practice @ lowell todaaay. man was i sleepy! Well after Cindy, Connie, Jacob, Joanna, & I went to go eat pho at irving :) it was yummy. I ordered pho & avacado milkshake w/ tapioca hehe. Then we just walked around for a while before bussing homee. Now im doing homework & im really sleepy. Might go 24 lateeer but idk. Other than that i didn't really do much today.

I heart them.

What a bad day.

Let me fill you in on how i've been doing since school started. Well, this year im doing my homework & studying like crazy. So my gpa this year is higher than anything i've gotten last year 3.33! :) hehe. I have a tutor in French now & cheer is a blast. & i also learned how to bake cupcakes thanks to connie for teaching me haha. We baked the whole varsity football team cupcakes with chocoalte footballs, teddy grahms, & frosting on top.51 cupcakes. It was pretty good :) I've been so stressed since school started. Back to my bad day, Lowell lost to Galileo today :[ but it's alright. My light in my room went out so i need a new light bulb. boy problems -_____- ugh. Why are they so frustrating & confusing! So overall everything is just stressssing & retarded right now. fml kgoodnight.

Sooooo

new blog. new goal. new achievements. & new start. I will start to blog moreee! (: Since my last blog.....kinda didn't blog that much. I'll add more later cause im fixing up this blog haha.